Done with my moody blues from yesterday. Maybe just knowing I don't have to go to work for the next day and a half is putting me in a better mood. Probably also because my cough/cold is starting to clear up. Either way I'm in a more positive mood today.
Hey, it's the week of Thanksgiving and we're supposed to be thinking about the things we're grateful for anyway. I know I have a lot of things in my dream book that may never manifest (though I certainly hope they do) but I already have a lot that used to be in that dream book. I can physically touch them, hear them, see them. They really are here right here, right now. I have memories of things, pictures of things that absolutely DID happen. I can absolutely say I have been given a blessed life and today I am grateful!
I see a lot of people start this 30 days of gratitude thing every November. I see it go on for about 10 days and then it stops. I do it, too. I say I'm going to make it this time and somewhere around day seven or eight I've already forgotten about it.
Well, here's my list of 30 things to be grateful for:
1. My mom
2. My children
3. My husband
4. My dogs
5. My new home here in California
6. My car
7. The food in our refrigerator, freezer and pantry
8. My job
9. My bed
10. Electricity
11. My computer
12. The internet
13. My ability to read
14. That I have all of my senses working properly
15. Our trip up to the mountains this past weekend.
16. Our new church
17. The homeschooling group we've become a part of
18. Peace and quiet
19. Music
20. Prayer
21. That my children, husband and I are healthy
22. Our creativity
23. The lovely conversation I had with my son a few days ago.
24. coffee
25. books
26. My son laughing in the other room right now.
27. Netflix
28. God
29. Spending every day with my children.
30. For every experience I've ever had making me who I am.
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Monday, November 23, 2015
Sunday, November 22, 2015
A List of Never's I Hope Will One Day Be A Memory
So some days I get down about the way things are. Right now I just can't help it. We've been here in California for a month now and still don't have any furniture in our living room. Why? Because we can't afford it. We're broke. Broke. Broke. We went to a festival yesterday and it was most depressing seeing all of the things we just can't buy right now. And, to be honest, it's becoming habitual. We constantly run into the occasional money fun followed by a REALLY long time of money blah.
Whatever.
I know there are worse things to be depressed about. I know it just sounds selfish but I'm really tired of this happening over and over again in my life. I used to believe in the Law of Attraction or believing we're all Divine beings and supposed to be happy and wealthy and all that. Well, maybe that's just not in my cards. I've been struggling with this for over 20 years now. I may as well just acknowledge that I'm just supposed to be unhappy, especially in regards to money. While taking a nap today after work I just started thinking about all those dreams I have that seem to be on the "it will never happen" list.
I will never have a comfortable money flow.
I will never have a new car.
I will never have be successful working for myself.
I will never have nice things.
I will never be able to decorate my home the way I want to.
I will never have nice new clothes (from someplace other than Walmart or Goodwill).
I will never have nice new shoes (as above).
I will never have new jewelry (from a jewelry store).
I will never have a professionally done hairstyle.
I will never go on a cruise.
I will never be able to buy something without thinking how that will impact a bill later on.
I will never be able to fully enjoy my hobbies because I never have the money for materials.
Add in those things I'll never do because of my anxiety, no matter how much I really want to...
I will never get a tattoo.
I will never ride on a motorcycle, certainly won't ever drive one.
And just some other things that get under my skin (you know, while we're at it)...
I will never hear from God.
I will never have another best friend.
I may never see my children/grandchild again.
I will never see my son (either one of them) get married.
I will never have a man who truly listens to me.
I do hope one day this list of never's will become the opposite good. Right now, I just don't feel that will ever happen.
Whatever.
I know there are worse things to be depressed about. I know it just sounds selfish but I'm really tired of this happening over and over again in my life. I used to believe in the Law of Attraction or believing we're all Divine beings and supposed to be happy and wealthy and all that. Well, maybe that's just not in my cards. I've been struggling with this for over 20 years now. I may as well just acknowledge that I'm just supposed to be unhappy, especially in regards to money. While taking a nap today after work I just started thinking about all those dreams I have that seem to be on the "it will never happen" list.
I will never have a comfortable money flow.
I will never have a new car.
I will never have be successful working for myself.
I will never have nice things.
I will never be able to decorate my home the way I want to.
I will never have nice new clothes (from someplace other than Walmart or Goodwill).
I will never have nice new shoes (as above).
I will never have new jewelry (from a jewelry store).
I will never have a professionally done hairstyle.
I will never go on a cruise.
I will never be able to buy something without thinking how that will impact a bill later on.
I will never be able to fully enjoy my hobbies because I never have the money for materials.
Add in those things I'll never do because of my anxiety, no matter how much I really want to...
I will never get a tattoo.
I will never ride on a motorcycle, certainly won't ever drive one.
And just some other things that get under my skin (you know, while we're at it)...
I will never hear from God.
I will never have another best friend.
I may never see my children/grandchild again.
I will never see my son (either one of them) get married.
I will never have a man who truly listens to me.
I do hope one day this list of never's will become the opposite good. Right now, I just don't feel that will ever happen.
Friday, November 6, 2015
Almost Three Weeks
We've been in Roseville, California for close to three weeks now.
I will definitely say that our move out West has been a mostly gratifying experience. I miss my adult children and grandson back on the east coast tremendously, and I miss all of my friends in Pembroke. Some days when the grounds crew is outside working with their hand tools I miss the quiet of our home back in Pembroke. Sometimes I miss just being able to let my dogs out in the yard without a leash, especially now that it's been cooling off outside. On the overall, though, I think we've made a pretty good decision. We just have to get over a few bumps in the road.
My husband, Ron, was out of work for a couple months before we made this move out here. This put a little bit of a pinch on our finances. In addition to that, we made TWO cross-country trips in the process of getting him started with his new job and then finally moving our family out here. To top it off, moving into our new home here came with a pretty hefty security deposit, not to mention all the immediate expenses we had to worry about.
We made a decision to sell or give away everything we owned in Pembroke before moving to California. Our motto was, "If it didn't fit into the back of the pick-up truck, it wasn't going". We decided it seemed more economical to do this. But now that we're in California we are having to start over, pretty much from scratch. We've already had to buy new dishes and silverware, new pots and pans, and we bought ourselves a new mattress and box-spring. Needless to say we have a long way to go to a fully furnished home. Our kids, for the time being, are sleeping on "blow-up" mattresses. Our living room is still as bare as the day we moved in, no TV or couch, and no dining room table. The kids have to stand at the counter to eat a meal. It's slightly pathetic. Being as this is the time of year when three of our children have birthdays and Christmas right around the corner, it may take us some time to get those other things we want, but we'll get there... a little bit at at time.
So let's get to the enjoyable parts of our "newbie" status here in the area. We didn't waste any time getting into the swing of things out here. We started attending Bayside (Granite Bay Campus) Church and joined a small group. Our kids started going to the middle school ministry group. The friends we are meeting are great and we're already learning about fun activities and even volunteer opportunities for us to get involved in.
Being brand new in the area right around Halloween, we had NO IDEA where our kids could do their trick-or-treating. Thankfully, Bayside holds an annual truck-or-treat event at the nearby mall. There must have been well over 100 cars, "cutsied" up for the event. Our kids came away with nearly 10 lbs of candy (no joke) and had plenty enough fun to satisfy their greedy side.
I found a wonderful homeschooling group in the area. We have met up with them a couple of times already and have had a wonderful time!! I'm filling in my calendar with seemingly "fun-to-be-had" adventures and learning experiences for us to participate in.
One week after our arrival I had a new job at Target as part of their seasonal flow team. My second day on the job resulted in me being "recognized" by my trainer (which is sort of like a public pat on the back) and by the third day I had been introduced to four different departments and asked to stay longer to help out because "I was already catching on and would be a big help". Yay me. lol. As a side "hobby of sorts" I have been working on becoming a mystery shopper for the area. I've signed up with several companies and taken a few certification tests. I have one assignment already to check on a local fast-food restaurant. We'll see how that all goes.
So yea, there you have it! Have a wonderful day everyone!
I will definitely say that our move out West has been a mostly gratifying experience. I miss my adult children and grandson back on the east coast tremendously, and I miss all of my friends in Pembroke. Some days when the grounds crew is outside working with their hand tools I miss the quiet of our home back in Pembroke. Sometimes I miss just being able to let my dogs out in the yard without a leash, especially now that it's been cooling off outside. On the overall, though, I think we've made a pretty good decision. We just have to get over a few bumps in the road.
My husband, Ron, was out of work for a couple months before we made this move out here. This put a little bit of a pinch on our finances. In addition to that, we made TWO cross-country trips in the process of getting him started with his new job and then finally moving our family out here. To top it off, moving into our new home here came with a pretty hefty security deposit, not to mention all the immediate expenses we had to worry about.
We made a decision to sell or give away everything we owned in Pembroke before moving to California. Our motto was, "If it didn't fit into the back of the pick-up truck, it wasn't going". We decided it seemed more economical to do this. But now that we're in California we are having to start over, pretty much from scratch. We've already had to buy new dishes and silverware, new pots and pans, and we bought ourselves a new mattress and box-spring. Needless to say we have a long way to go to a fully furnished home. Our kids, for the time being, are sleeping on "blow-up" mattresses. Our living room is still as bare as the day we moved in, no TV or couch, and no dining room table. The kids have to stand at the counter to eat a meal. It's slightly pathetic. Being as this is the time of year when three of our children have birthdays and Christmas right around the corner, it may take us some time to get those other things we want, but we'll get there... a little bit at at time.
So let's get to the enjoyable parts of our "newbie" status here in the area. We didn't waste any time getting into the swing of things out here. We started attending Bayside (Granite Bay Campus) Church and joined a small group. Our kids started going to the middle school ministry group. The friends we are meeting are great and we're already learning about fun activities and even volunteer opportunities for us to get involved in.
Being brand new in the area right around Halloween, we had NO IDEA where our kids could do their trick-or-treating. Thankfully, Bayside holds an annual truck-or-treat event at the nearby mall. There must have been well over 100 cars, "cutsied" up for the event. Our kids came away with nearly 10 lbs of candy (no joke) and had plenty enough fun to satisfy their greedy side.
I found a wonderful homeschooling group in the area. We have met up with them a couple of times already and have had a wonderful time!! I'm filling in my calendar with seemingly "fun-to-be-had" adventures and learning experiences for us to participate in.
One week after our arrival I had a new job at Target as part of their seasonal flow team. My second day on the job resulted in me being "recognized" by my trainer (which is sort of like a public pat on the back) and by the third day I had been introduced to four different departments and asked to stay longer to help out because "I was already catching on and would be a big help". Yay me. lol. As a side "hobby of sorts" I have been working on becoming a mystery shopper for the area. I've signed up with several companies and taken a few certification tests. I have one assignment already to check on a local fast-food restaurant. We'll see how that all goes.
So yea, there you have it! Have a wonderful day everyone!
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new job,
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